i'm not an onigiri!

Saturday, January 07, 2006

going on to the other side

think recently i've been listening to more 987, much less to 933 liao. haha, think eng music is actually quite nice too! oh well. and i htink a couple of singers like enimem's rapping is actually quite zai. lol.

tml was initially supposed to go for a jog with jp sw and jy but it was cancelled last min. hmmm nvm lor. but i'm really putting on wt liao haha, cause since marathon i haven't ran yet. at all lar. save for running for the bus/train or running for my life when my char got ambushed by furion. lol.

but yeah. i'm putting on wt, last i measured i was 2kg heavier than a mth ago lor. haha, nto v bothered by it really, but hope it'll maintain abt there. :))

today was the pilot study for chp. i think analysing the data tt came back, the response was actually quite poor. 40% response rate, and only 8% prevelance rate of UI in singapore. lol. which is quite bad, cause SSM said tt if prev is <60% the study is really not valid.

how? what to do?? maybe should come out w incentives and wear our white coats and steths. hanging placards declaring tt u're NOT trying to sell something would probably also be beneficial.

think most of my classmates are quite bothered over electives. deciding what to do, who to do with, looking for someone to take you in can really be quite a headache. last i heard we're following med/surg grpings so tt changes everything. i'm thinking of doing colorec at sgh, thinking of asking mr ooi for help. oh yar, somemore have to come out w a study topic. aiyoh, also dunno what to do. oh yes, anyone who's interested to join me let me know if u're reading this?

actually this electives thing is just like cg forming in a way too. cause have to think of who to do w mar. well, of course this is a smaller scale thing lar, headache also not so much, most of the time emotions don't get too much in the way too. slightly less than a yr ago we were deciding on clinical grpings.

yea, i think i've seen alot of changes and happenings in the past 1 yr... pple who were close are no longer close, pple who didn't really know one another got to make new friends and got along quite well.

and it is in more than one instance tt these things have happened.

take me for e.g.

my small cg is k and zj. a yr ago i think we can tok quite alot and should have stuff to say. close enuff and fun enuff to be with.

but things have changed in the past yr. and honestly i would say tt we no longer have tt much to say liaoz. put simply, we have drifted apart. however i've made new friends too and they've lightened up my life! haha. so fun!! :))

relationships w pple outside my cg have also improved/changed. i think if u were to askthe batch to reform their cgs now i'm sure things will be different.

such is the volatility of human relationships.

but i know tt i am an onigiri. but this is an onigiri tt has found its fruits basket.

Thursday, January 05, 2006

new yr, 2006!

haha, i've decided to start blogging again! yes, AGAIN. haha. hope it sticks this time. anyway this fruits basket it a great anime tt i watched a couple of wks ago. thanks to lihui for lending it to man, i really loved it alot. haha, so therefore, the first skin of this new blog shall be a fruits basket one.

yes i know, it's damn girly and all. lol. but i htink it doesn't matter lar.

anyway pple who haven't watched it, PLEASE go get ur hands on it and watch it k.

a little abt this anime, quite short. i really really wished it could be longer and i was damn sad when i came to the last episode... i almost didn't bear to watch it, simply cause after tt no more liaoz.

haha, silly right.

watching this anime has really touched me. in fact i think i experienced so many emotions just by watching it. haha. happy when there were funny stuff tt happened (the jokes are gd), angry when my comp couldn't play the last few cds, and sad when the the last cd ended. it's a myraid of feelings.

anyway, hope to blog more abt the anime in the next couple of posts, and the lessons i've learnt from watching it. yupz. here's to a great 2006.